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Now that I am home...
-I am very bored
-I have nothing to do
-Again, I am very bored, which leads me to wonder... how did I survive in Redding for the past 6-7 years?!
-I miss the boyfriend very much
-I miss my future roomies and good good boy friends, very very much
-I miss living by myself, without the family, very very much
-I realize how much I love my independence from my family
:(
Today was the worst day ever. So bad, I thought I ought to tell Moofin about it. I think she'd find it very lighthearted, uplifting, and humorous.
Today, I encountered two spiders and pushed a glass cup over the counter and it broke into smithereens.
I encountered spider #1 when I woke up this morning, took a shower, and (mind you I didn't have my contacts in yet, so still blind!) was brushing my teeth when lo and behold! spider #1. It was quite big and it appeared to have come out of the sink...???? After calling the boyfriend several hours later, I am informed that it is a typical household fact that spiders do indeed live in sink pipes and it is rare for spiders to occasionally crawl out of one once in a while. EWWWW. So ew. Spider #2: I was cleaning out my closet, FINALLY unpacking all my college shit when lo and behold. I open a storage box and sitting so calmly is a spider. EW. I walked out of my room, for a very short period of time, to grab some spray. When I came back, it was gone, leaving me terrified. :( :( :( And if today wasn't so bad enough, I broke a glass cup while making brunch. :( :( :( The cup bounced, so I thought I could pick it up before it fell too close to make contact with the tiled floor, until it did what I expected on the first "bounce" - break into a million smithereens. And somehow, I cut myself while picking up all the big pieces of glass. :( :( :( Of course, I took care of all the small pieces by wiping and vacuuming. :( :( :( Oh dear. Such a horrible day.
I am so heartwarmed by the response on her blog to my comment today. It made me :). I absolutely can NOT wait to see her. She is one of the reasons I look forward to an epic summer in... oh yeah, Redding, this year. :) We have SO much to catch up on, and SO many stories to share! :)
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Updates:
I started/finished my Modern Korean Literature 5-6 paper paper two nights/mornings ago. I started/finished my 2-3 page summary paper on Civil Disobedience this morning. I have ANOTHER paper, take home essay exam, due Friday and is a 2 1/2 - 3 page paper. *sigh* So busy!!! I thought I'd be able to breathe after midterms the past two/three weeks. Today is my boyfriend and my 4th month anniversary. Yay.
As of late I am starting to feel more and more lonely in college. The boyfriend does a great job of distracting me from catching homesickness. But still... Not so much that I miss home, but I miss the idea of having a family, and having TRUE friends. Yes, I have made tons of friends here... but they don't compare to the ones back home! :( It certainly doesn't help that Jason and Breckon, the only friends I actually KIND OF keep in touch with but are still super close with, do NOT pick up their phones. EVER. Even in my times of need. I am loving the college life. I am looking SO forward to moving into my apartment next year. :D :D :D It's PRETTYYY. :) I just wish that Jason and Breckon were going to school here with me. But on another hand, maybe it's better that they're not. Because... What if they changed in college as well? ... That would just disappoint me even more. When I first came to college, I was really excited. I have made, unconsciously/non-deliberately, Asian friends. It helps a lot because they understand me and my culture, something Breckon and Jason could never have been able to do because of their prejudgments and stereotypes of Asian cultures. I miss... having people I can unconditionally trust. I miss... having people that unconditionally love me. Jason says that I should not give up hope... that it took 3-4 years to develop the kind of deep friendships I have with him and Breckon... Honestly, I am feeling really really really apathetic towards a lot of things here... excluding school work. I think my apathy is derived from the apathy I perceive from my peers. I am kind of hating it here.
Nobody understands me. Nobody is on my side. Not even my boyfriend. But... I think that's because I don't want him to really understand me. I don't think I even understand myself at times. But right now, I have been feeling like myself the most these past two/three days. Which is really sad. Because... I have been acting very apathetic, un-enthusiastic, and... bitchy. Oh what to do now...
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Dear Moofin,
I am dedicating my journal entry to you.
College is amazing. Homesickness really sucks, but my amazing boyfriend distracts me from it. Did I mention my amazing boyfriend? I am glad you have found an amazing male companion as well. He says I'm the best thing that ever happened to him. *heart melt* Awww, I know. LOL he is not my type, but I have discovered that it's all about personality. He's the most patient person ever. I LOVE him. He's SO amazing. He's wayyy too good to me (sometimes, ;]). Upon entering college, I have found myself intoxicated, on several occasions. ;) I've made some good friends. None can really compare with those I have home, but then again, I've known the people back home for at least 3 years. Riverside kind of sucks, and can be ghetto in some parts, but I never find myself REALLY bored with absolutely NOTHING today in a night here like I did in Redding. Um... I don't know what else to say... I'll write again to you when it hits me. :) I'd add a picture of me and the boyfriend, but too bad you don't have a facebook anymore and I don't know how to add pictures. LOLZ. Epic fail.
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방송실수 뭐있었냐고 물어보자
"병술년 새해라고 했어야 했는대.
개해년 새해라고 했어요"
정민이 물을 마시며 썩소를 날리자
"아이가 좀 이상하지 않아요?"
깨워줘서 고마워 중
정민이 귀마개를 하고 자고있자
"얜 뭘 지우개 같은걸 하고자"
다른팀에서 스카웃제의가 들어온다면?
"전 1000 억을 줘도 거절, 무조건 거절할거에요.
다섯명 이렇게 만난 인연이 천억보다 더 값진것이라 생각하기때문에.."
맴버들...."오~~~~~~~~~~~~~"
정민 "그럼 평소에 잘해 평소에!"
맴버들 "맞아,그럼 잘해줘야지"
"요거 요것들 봐라, 천억주면 나갈놈들 요거요거..."
맴버들의 우정이 돈독해지는 이유를 묻자
"점점 사람들이 알아봐 주시고
보면 손가락질 하시고, 그렇게 되니까
밖에 안나가 놀게 되고
방에서 맨날 우리끼리놀기만 하고 그래서
우린 더 챈해지고.."
영생이 옹알옹알거리자
"수달아, 인간의 언어로 말해!"
바다에서 해녀를 물끄러미 쳐다보더니
"상어나 오면 어쩔라고.." 정민 "오늘 팬들 어느정도 왔을것 같아요?"
"글쎄,,사인펜 , 형광펜 정도?"
현중의 발에 멍든걸 본 pd,
"발 왜 멍들었어요?
"냄새가 너무 나서 썩었어요"
데뷔 첫날 무대위 높은 건물에서 pd와 대화를 나누는중,
영생이가 난간에 걸쳐 아래를 쳐다보자
"야,떨어져,데뷔전에 죽으면 어떡해"
라디오에서
"여자친구랑 백사장 갔는데
여자친구가 다른남자 쳐다보면 어떡할거에요?"
"백사장 모래로 세수시켜버릴거에요"
가고싶은 나라를 묻자
"저는 호주말고 오스트레일리아 가고싶어요"
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01. How has LJ changed your life?
LJ has changed my life by... allowing me access into Moofin's brain. x)
02. What do you do before bedtime?
Fangirl over Kim Hyun Joong. x)
03. What are you going to have for dinner tonight?
Uh. Dinner was... I don't remember.
04. What is the ONE place you want to go before you die if you had the money and the time?
Um. I don't have a special place in mind yet. Maybe Paris for the couture.
05.What scares you?
Um. Flies. Insects. Spiders. And... change.
06. What do you do in your free time?
Fangirl.
07. If you could speak another language (meaning one you currently don't know), what would it be?
Japanese.
08. What personal belonging do you have with you everywhere you go?
iPod?
09. What was your favorite song or musical group when you were young?
Shinhwa.
10. Are you a risk taker?
No. I'm trying to change it.
11. Is being tagged fun?
I suppose.
12. Where do you see yourself in ten years?
In ten years, I'll be ALMOST 28 years old. By then, I will either be in grad school or in Korea being a successful celebrity. I'm aiming for the second option. :)
13. If you could be anyone for one day, who would you be?
Someone very close to Kim Hyun Joong.
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Uh. I think she is the kind of person who is very genuine, which is very rare in a lot of people today.
15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I don't care about money if it means that I can be with Hyun Joong. x)
16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
As many as Hyun Joong wants. x)
17. What's better to give or to receive?
I am a taker, but I think I'll be more happy to give.
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Always Kim Hyun Joong.
19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for £10,000,000?
No. I am going to stay pure for Kim Hyun Joong.
20. Can you think of a question to put instead of the one you just deleted?
N/A
tag: nobody :) I am a loner and Moofin's my only friend. :)
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i realize and understand the state of scarcity. the fact that human's wants are unlimited while resources are limited b/c i always want a lot of things but i don't always get everything i want. like these lists, i always make them, but i never really get anything - unless i REALLY want it haha. but they're fun to make, somewhat productive, and i get constructive criticism from moofin. :) fun college crap: (i'd give this, as a joke, to a close guy friend. jason, if i still liked him) http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=D5D89413C62FD410F8CC6F5B0C83C946.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14895494&parentid=A_FURN_DINNERWARE&sortProperties=&navCount=147&navAction=poppushpush&color=make up stuff (i think this is the coolest thing ever. soda lip gloss?! YUM!) http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=65D9DAF978BC5E08891E25851FE3E896.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14791263&parentid=W_ACC_COSEMETICS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=931&navAction=poppushpush&color=http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=65D9DAF978BC5E08891E25851FE3E896.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14812549&parentid=W_ACC_COSEMETICS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=931&navAction=poppushpush&color=http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=65D9DAF978BC5E08891E25851FE3E896.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=9160151&parentid=W_ACC_COSEMETICS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=931&navAction=poppushpush&color=accessorize! http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=CC5B2002C10072E713ABFD636B8AD639.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14102453&parentid=W_ACC_JEWELRY&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=217&navAction=poppushpush&color=(can't decide between amour & love) http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=D5D89413C62FD410F8CC6F5B0C83C946.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14454698&parentid=W_ACC_JEWELRY&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=448&navAction=poppushpush&color=http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=D5D89413C62FD410F8CC6F5B0C83C946.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=12666988&parentid=W_ACC_JEWELRY&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=448&navAction=poppushpush&color=http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=D5D89413C62FD410F8CC6F5B0C83C946.app11-node8?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14095087&parentid=W_ACC_EARRINGS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=504&navAction=poppushpushpush&color=bedding target is amazing; it's like hello kitty heaven! but cheaper! :) http://www.target.com/Hello-Kitty-Fur-Square-Pillow/dp/B000XHGEP0/sr=1-4/qid=1215070010/ref=sr_1_4/601-8207207-7489754?ie=UTF8&pricerange=&index=target&field-browse=1038576&rh=k%3Ahello%20kitty&page=3http://www.target.com/Hello-Kitty-Bonjour-Bedding-Collection/dp/B000GCBQCI/sr=1-13/qid=1215069965/ref=sr_1_13/601-8207207-7489754?ie=UTF8&pricerange=&index=target&field-browse=1038576&rh=k%3Ahello%20kitty&page=2http://www.target.com/Hello-Kitty-Sheet-Sets-Pink/dp/B000Y1HWBK/sr=1-19/qid=1215070053/ref=sr_1_19/601-8207207-7489754?ie=UTF8&pricerange=&index=target&field-browse=1038576&rh=k%3Ahello%20kitty&page=4http://www.target.com/Hello-Kitty-Bonjour-Bath-Collection/dp/B00123WBEM/sr=1-6/qid=1215070053/ref=sr_1_6/601-8207207-7489754?ie=UTF8&pricerange=&index=target&field-browse=1038576&rh=k%3Ahello%20kitty&page=4http://www.target.com/Hello-Kitty-Body-Pillow/dp/B0012LZNP8/sr=1-8/qid=1215070170/ref=sr_1_8/601-8207207-7489754?ie=UTF8&pricerange=&index=target&field-browse=1038576&rh=k%3Ahello%20kitty&page=5http://www.target.com/Hello-Kitty-Princess-Lamp-Shade/dp/B0002DSV42/ref=sc_ri_4/601-8207207-7489754& last summer '08 (i can't pick a color! >_<) http://www2.victoriassecret.com/commerce/application/prodDisplay/?namespace=productDisplay&origin=onlineProductDisplay.jsp&event=display&prnbr=8U-218948&page=1&cgname=OSSWMMWLZZZ&rfnbr=4836
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